Over the past
year, I have dithered about with highfalutin approaches to the philosophy that I feel grows from my writing Youngest Child
- Rebisite Philosophy being the main one. By changing my approach to one of commentary, I hope I can make a
less high flown appeal to any interested enough to follow the whole strange story.
Make no mistake, I am very well aware
of just how strange the story is, though I have to confess it is only now that I am finally getting the thing published that
I have realised just how much sexual content there is.
There is a very good reason for the sexual theme and I hope that
in the course of this sequence, I can explain and expound to some good effect.
I started writing a science fiction novel
concerning a character born quite literally from the 'test-tube' - a being constructed outside the normal processes
of sexual union and uterine growth. This being was born an hermaphrodite but, unlike the cases of transgender sports, fully
functioning as both male and female.
This was about thirty years ago. The resulting book came close to acceptance by
Faber - but they cancelled their SF list entirely throwing well-known authors to the wind. No chance for me, then.
Around
this time I was reading Jung, in fact I became obsessed for a while and began to see symbolic content in my story and tended
to write accordingly, re-jigging the whole thing causing the science content to erode. This time an agent accepted the manuscript
- but did little with it. This was the third version and I also wrote a sequel at this time.
In 1989., the agent gave
up and I began another version amalgamating the two - then, in 1990 we moved to the island that was to be our home for twelve
years.
In March 1994, I burnt everything!
In June of the following year I began the fifth version which has since
gone through three revisions. We left Inishfree in October '02. Since then I have only transcribed manuscript into my
'copyright book' - not with any intention of sending clean copy out to publishers or chasing after agents - merely
to draw a line under the whole thing.
Back in the world, so to speak, computers came into our lives and I decided to
publish 'free to air'. That brings the nut and bolts history up to date and only the development of my eye problem
has complicated what otherwise might be straight-forward presentation.
That about covers the doing but not the content.
The Ankh - an Egyptian
symbol of life, of the Universe - all Life, both human and divine. The key to